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January 3rd, 2005
01:23 pm
In memory of Vladmir V. Ward.
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January 1st, 2005
03:30 am
Au revoir, 2004.
Salut, 2005.
Life is surreal sometimes.
I have not seen my mother in over a year.
I am married.
I have diabetes.
Fuck, what a weird year.
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December 12th, 2004
01:59 pm - I just want to sing a song with you!
I used to be so obsessed with my livejournal, but lately I haven't written in it at all. People assume it's because I'm married and going to school, which only plays a tiny part in it. The biggest thing is that I don't have anything to say.
I am incredibly thankful that, other than my math final and a party for my marriage class, the semester is over.
Last Saturday I was diagnosed with Type II diabetes. For a number of reasons, I don't necessarily agree with the Type II part, but I do have diabetes, nonetheless. You would think that when someone has been tested on two different days with glucose levels over 300 the insurance company would get a move on getting them a glucometer, so it can be monitored and taken care of, but no. Of course not. The doctor has me on 2,000mg/day of Glucophage, which isn't seeming to help (but then again, how the hell would I know without a meter?!).
So, if I was supposed to call anyone or do something that I haven't done yet, I'm sorry. I'm just so tired.
Gavin and I are going to be moving on Saturday, January 8th. It's just across the complex, but if anyone is willing to lend a hand it would most certainly be appreciated . I'll compensate with pizza... or chinese food, or whatever you'd like.
I think that is all. Merry Christmas, my loves!
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November 27th, 2004
09:57 pm
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November 9th, 2004
11:50 pm
I AM FREE
Current Mood: free
Current Music: free
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November 7th, 2004
01:43 pm
I have a million things to ramble about...
Firstly, I just called my mom to see how her first night of the new program she's doing was. My sister takes her the phone and she starts yelling about how I'm selfish for calling while she's trying to get dressed. For-arfing-give me, Mom. My 'mom-is-getting-dressed-on-the-other-side-of-the-country-detector' is burnt out.
Gavin's family may be moving to El Paso, which is only like 450 miles away from here. This is sort of disturbing news, since we always took pride that our families lived really far away. There is, however, a bright side to this. Since it is only a 6 hour drive I can go kidnap Glenda all I want. Or at least fairly frequently. She's quite awesome.
It would also be nice to be able to spend holidays with family. While I'm excited about Thanksgiving and the like I wish it could be more than just Gavin and I.
I need to do a lot of cleaning and organizing today. I'm tired of everything being a mess. I'm really going to make an effort to maintain the cleaning this time and not let it go until it's unspeakably gross.
I guess I'm just trying to do much and I can't handle it. School and housework... and just... stuff, I guess. I'm having problems with my sleep. I can't sleep through the night without waking up no less than five times. That wouldn't be so much of a big deal, except for the fact that I have to wake up at 6 for school. I will be thankful when this semester is over.
Next semester I'm only going to take six credits, since I can't get instate tuition. I don't have any proof. Meh. This isn't really a bad thing, since I can sort of chill out and figure out what I'm going to major in. I guess I'm going to concentrate on getting a two year degree first. If I get around to going to university, that's great. If not, that's okay too. I especially do not want to rack up thousands upon thousands of dollars of loans for a degree I'm not going to use for a career.
I should go do some cleaning now!
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/stressed.gif) stressed
Current Music: Badly Drawn Boy - Another Devil Dies
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October 26th, 2004
03:22 am
It is currently 1:40am and I am still awake. I'm not quite sure why this is exactly, since I have to wake up at 6:30am for my math class. It will be okay though, since I will be home by noon. I can come home and sleep as much as I want. I like this a lot.
I'm not sure what classes I am taking next semester, but I do know one thing... They are starting no earlier than 9am. As great as 'getting it all over with in the morning' is waking up is hard to do. I'm thinking of taking English 102 (First Year Composition), Math 120 (Intermediate Algebra), PED102YJ (Yoga), and... something else, maybe.
I am much happier with my current classes now. I wrote about dropping the interior design class a few weeks ago. It really helped out a lot. I actually enjoy my English class now. We do silly little exercises where we write the thesis statements for articles and put sentences in order to form body paragraphs. It's nice.
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Gavin hasn't been feeling well lately. I've been trying to keep my head up. I love him so much. It hurts a lot to see him down. He's so wonderful to me. I just want to bite him to bits!
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I have been ranting a lot about abortion lately. I've never really had much of a stance on it before, but with possibility of it made illegal again... I'm fired up.
( Rant. )
<3 Mindy
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/sleepy.gif) sleepy
Current Music: William Shatner [and Ben Folds] - In Love
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October 4th, 2004
09:20 am
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July 26th, 2004
11:55 am
Remember kids....
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November 10th, 2003
October 29th, 2003
11:36 pm - you don't have to walk alone.
i don't even know who my friends are anymore.
if you still love me, please tell me so.
Current Music: Pete Yorn - So Much Work
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October 24th, 2003
10:05 pm
I'm too old for this.
I'm not going to do it anymore.
I've decided to be an adult. I've decided to be a woman.
I'm not going to make any effort to be friends with people who don't trust me/don't like me.
I am a good person. I know it.
If you disagree, that's entirely up to you, but I'd appreciate if you'd just remove me from your friends list/buddy list etc.
Thank you.
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October 7th, 2003
02:17 pm
I've been trying to write real entries lately, but all that's been coming out are cryptic entries about how happy I am. I am happy. I am elated.
The world is so full of possibility and wonderful things that I have no reason not to be happy. I'm being given a foot up... a head start... a way to make something for myself. I'm being offered happiness.
For those of you who don't know, I'm going on a trip to Tempe, Arizona this Christmas to stay with ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) epylar, after that I will be returning home for a few months to get my things together and then I am returning to Arizona... hopefully... forever.
I'm not going to make this entry friends only. I want everyone to know. This is my life and this is what I choose to do with it. I'm sorry if this hurts, angers, or offends any of you.
Love Always,
Mindy Lee
Current Music: Better Than Ezra - Cars Crash
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August 4th, 2003
07:05 pm - It's so much better when everyone is in...
...are you in?
I'm sorry for any inconvenience, but my journal is friends only. If you need to be added to my friends list, please let me know.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/neko/kaokitty/weird.gif) weird
Current Music: Incubus - Are You In?
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